Saturday, October 9, 2010

Today

Today I saw a tiny baby while we were at Tae Kwon Do, maybe 2 or 3 months old. Just alert enough to be smiling, still round and roly poly with the soft tufts of baby hair. Snuggly and just loving her mama.

I didn't only get a twinge today. I got a huge lump in my throat and my eyes filled with tears at the prospect of never having that again. My own gurgly, drooly snuggly baby.

Today I realized that I do, in fact, want another baby.
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9 comments:

Swistle said...

Oh honey.

emily said...

awwwww

Jess said...

Oh dear. What does your husband think of this?

Nowheymama said...

I am wondering if/when I'll feel this again, even though I know 99.9% for sure this is our last one.

Erica said...

I'm very happy to send you my drooly, snuggly baby. He's a flirt and enjoys sharing the love!

bananafana said...

Is that not the most awesome and awful feeling in the whole world? I really didn't think I'd want more and now it's breaking my heart whenever I think of it that we decided not to have more. It's probably only this bad BECAUSE we decided no more! Good luck figuring this one out - I never realized how tough this would be

Mommy Daisy said...

Such a tough thing...deciding when this phase of life is over for us.

Shelly Overlook said...

Uh oh. I can't tell if this is good or bad. Is your hubby done?

Mama Bub said...

I'm thinking this feeling might hit me once my baby girl turns one. Even though we're done. Eep.