Thursday, June 25, 2009

Maybe...

The baby is finally sleeping regularly through the night AND in her own bed. Which in a word is amazing. I feel like I have a whole new lease on life, now that I have moved from the couch in to my own bed, and I am not being torn from sleep with frantic screaming several times a night. I have woken several times in a panic like “OMG, what’s going on?? Why isn’t she up??” but that too, has passed. I even told Hub that he could put the swing away, which has been our godsend over the last 11 months. (Despite the fact that she is WAAAAAAY to large for it)

What worked was
• Lowering her crib mattress to the lowest level
• Placing her in the crib and allowing her to cry herself to sleep
• Allowing her to sleep on her belly

The first few nights were a hell that I have never experienced since Bud and Lucy always slept well. Now though, after maybe 2 weeks, she will fuss a bit and then go right back down. And if she does stir in the night, she puts herself back to sleep. She has gone from sleeping maybe 6-7 hours a night to sleeping for a solid 11 hours, to the point of me having to wake her up to get ready for the day. And it’s so cute!! She buries her head back in to her mattress and peeks up at me as if to say “Really?? Already??” And then she lies there with her bottle, and when it is empty, she yells “DONE!” and we are ready for our day.

Perspective is a funny thing. If you asked me a few months, or even a few weeks ago if I could ever do this again, the whole baby thing, the answer would have been a solid “HELLZ NAH!!” While watching “Deliver Me” last night, I cried for the first time since Liv was born, upon seeing the birth of another baby.

And for the first time in a very long time, I thought “Who knows; maybe…”

7 comments:

Misty said...

Awww...

Also: I've missed you, my friend.

Nowheymama said...

I know what you mean about maybe.

Beautiful.

Mommy Daisy said...

That's how it happens. They move on to that next stage, and they're just not such a "baby" anymore. Then we know how much we miss having a baby in the house. Hmm.

emily said...

i love when you blog

and ... aww more little saly's ... ;) ;) hehe

bethany said...

I'm SO glad she is sleeping and letting you get some sleep!! It's amazing how different the world looks when you are not exhausted, isn't it? It probably makes a difference for her, too. :)

Who knows, maybe..... ;)

Shelly Overlook said...

Welcome back to sanity, my friend. Sleep is truly underrated.

Jess said...

This is great to hear! So glad that you are back to sleeping and feeling sane. Excited to hear about where that "maybe" might lead!